January 13, 2009

It was when I woke up in the morning that I remembered my aunt has passed away. I know that only her body is dead but her presence still lingers with us. But this is another special day for us because one of our classmates celebrates her memory of birth today and that one is one special friend called Lenie.

We were about to start our review when one of our c

lassmates told us to have our homeroom first. So then we knew that the adviser's commands are absolute, we obeyed. We didn't expect her sermoning us all

because of the issue of cheating during periodical

exams. And that was what left us before we knew it, leaving Jam sulking in one corner of the guidance office.

To talk it all, Almira taught me how to do Binomial Expansion in ones using the pascal's triangle. I got it and continued swim

ming in the tiled ground. After moments later, we felt hungry and decided to have our recess at 8:40 which was too early for others.

We ate too many but still we weren't that full.

After the recess time of our classmates, we proceeded to the church patio to practice our unfinished dance piece to be performed on Academy day, if God permits.

We were exhausted after almost two hours of getting fried alive under the heat of the sun. We got back to the guidance office an

d took our rest as we had a talk with Ma'am Sevilla.

In the afternoon, we were called for the preparation for the election. I came to know that I was a candidate for the position of the Secretary and I have Quebral and Kashka as my rivals. While Almira was a candidate for treasurer, Jam was leading another party as a candidate for President.

After hours of deciding and searching for the right campaign managers and dancers, I finally get to rest as I also did my job in the bulletin board of the art club. We already started it and we were planning to finish it tomorrow together with Sharmaine.

It was fun this day and I hope it would also be like this tomorrow. Time to sign out.

~neko518~

Lights and Shadows?!

Life with lights and shadows?!

Life, just being as it was, is very simple. It should be loved, embraced and enjoyed at its fullest. It leads us to anger sorrow and pain but gives us hopes, happiness, and love. Life's full of tough choices. Sometimes we choose the wrong way and ends up crying enveloped with the darkness that brings us sorrow and pain. Whatever tragedies may happen, this life can be in its happiest even if not here on earth. Choosing the right path concerns with your shadows and lights. Lights give you hope and inspiration, and shadows pull you down to the exert of doing bad things. A person can't say that, "Oh! I'm good, and I don't have a shadow!". Yes, a person can be good, but that doesn't mean that he doesn't have a shadow. Shadows make you fully understand what life is. Once you've overcome this shadows and your fears, you'll learn that Lights will be the end on this shadow.
Based on my experiences, i have been through many shadows and I know that I am not yet through with it. I know that this time I am in the stage of struggling through my own descisions in life, and I accept to be corrected by my parents. These shadows I mentioned were in it's fullest pulling when I was in my sixth grade. There was a bullying made in the classroom for weeks. I experienced going home with my bag wet, and my stuff toy ripped opened. They even teased my with giving me a thousand pesos and saying ''Miss, pabarya nga po..." and runs after that laughing their hearts out. When I remember that, I always smile, and tell myself that it is not a bad memory because I had overcome those trials in my life. Life, as of now, is full of choices wherein you have to think really hard at first. If I choose to become this, what would be my future? That's what is always asked in my mind. But then I loved thinking that, having the happy feeling and at the same time the unsure and scared feeling inside me. But I know, I have a heart like a sea, and a million dreams are in me, and if I will be troubled, God will be always walking with me, leading me and helping me up if I fall. So, for now, I conclude Light and shadows come in pair; There will be no shadows if there is no light!

~neko518

Having this...

Reluctant? Happy!

Having this, having that, life is simple but wonderful! I love my life, all the time, whatever seasons may come, I'll love my life until it ends. Meeting tragedies, problems and even deaths are simply occurances that will never be pulled away from our life, but that weights with happiness and love.
I never experienced anything that wounded my heart, I am not dumb or heartless but, if you accept what happened, it will never leave a scar. Happy memories will stay, bad ones will vanish, funny ones will make you laugh at your nose. That's how easy to understand life is. You don't need to be top on geometry and history to understand your life. Your LIFE is YOU and what you are.

Having these friends I have today, never minding those who hate me, Life will be the best. Indeed, it is a gift from above. If you choose the right way, your life will never come to an end, you'll spend it with the one who created you! Friends are like golds in a treasure box, when you lose one, you'll be sad and hardened up but eventually you will accept that nothing in this world will stay. When you accept it's loss, it will make you smile up to your ears, it will make you wipe out your tears and it will make you say that it's okay. Remembering those times, when it was shining for you, when it served as your light through those dark nights, you'll just take a sigh and smile.

Smile, say it, and do it. That's what I do, the best gift you can offer to everyone. Even if you're sad, just smile, and it will all be taken away. Smile, when the teacher is scolding at you, she'll be sorry for doing that to you. Even if you try to hide your smiles, your heart get in and through making you smile again and ends up grinning like an idiot. But there's nothing wrong with being an idiot, idiocy sometimes show innocence.

Your life, your smile and your treasure. What weighs the most? Someday, I hope my dreams can come true. I wish to be a doctor, to give all my patients a smile. When I cook, and the outcome is at its best, I make people smile and I become happy with it. I wish to let the others hear my music, so that they would smile even in their dreams. I wish to draw and teach people with that because I will be the happiest to see the world smiling. When you read this, I'll be the happiest! So SMILE!!!

~neko518